did a very important choice today.. haha.. some ppl might think that it is a very stupid idea.. haha.. but then i think it is something that i wanna try it for once in my life!! haha..

I wanna have a TATTOO!!

haha.. that's all for today..



just wanna say that alot of things happened and they are all so fucked up!! really feel like dying le!!!

just went to MAYDAY concert yesterday!!! it was like damn HIGH!! haha.. went with xuehui ge.. his first concert anyway.. haha.. but he enjoyed it as well.. haha.. LOVE the concert so much.. damn high and was so touch when he started singing 温柔.. everything just suddenly like stopped..

“如果有一天你对我说，你要离开我。我想我不会强求，我也不会再挽留。只因为，我所能给你最后，最美，也是最好的温柔。那就是，你会听到我对你说...”



that is when he continued with his song...
“我给你自由。我给你自由。我给你自由，我给你自由。我给你全部 全部 全部，全部自由！这是我的温柔，还给你的自由。这是我的温柔，还给你的自由...”

the whole concert is really a success but then to mi, i find that it is a little too short.. i was like just got so high then they already done with the whole concert le.. :(
haha.. yupp.. so i think that is what i really wanna share about.. haha.. do enjoy the video.. think u guys should like it..


最后，我也只是想说。我不知道应不应该放手。我其实已经试着要放手了，但是你的出现让我很舍不得。我们就一直这样下去吧。:)

有时候，喜欢一个人的感觉很模糊。如果当他意外看见我没穿衣服，我当然会想杀了他。但是我却更怕他觉得我身材不好。或如果当他在帮我做菜的时候，我在乎的却不是菜的味道好不好。这些心情是喜欢吗？如果喜欢的心意对方不懂，那怎么办？跟他说吗？一个人的改变常常是因为喜欢上一个人。我，改变了吗？因为你，有了更多从来没有的幼稚行为。因为你的幸福，开始学会退让的勇气。我改变了好多。原来我喜欢你好多好多。

有着最心动的距离，但是也只能隔着一寸空气。选择对你诚实却又怕诚实会破坏你的笑容。原来我根本没得选。只能在离开的最后让你记得我曾经为你努力过。当你相信一个人的眼神，就会开始有很多勇气。有勇气去反驳最可怕的父母，因为相信。有勇气第一次离开别人的保护，因为相信。我应该相信你吗？结果，我哭了。这些眼泪会掉下来，也是因为相信。人长大了就会有越来越多的没有。有越来越多没有可能办到的事。长大后，也有越来越多没有办法回应的话。长大后，又越来越多没有人照顾的时候。长大后，又越来越多没有理由的爱情挫折。人长大后真的有好多的没有。但是让人长大的，也是这些没有。

现在只有我一个人，一个人坐在一条小破船上，努力的划向爱情的海洋。但是我真的相信真爱是值得我付出努力的。不管结局如何，我是不是真的百分之百的努力过，我知道我绝对不会有遗憾。河水从来就不会逆流。我对你的感觉也不会回头。环境总会强迫一个人去显露连自己都讨厌的武装。其实这些讨厌的武装其实一碰就瓦解。因为在喜欢的人面前，无论是谁都是脆弱的。有很多我们坚持的事情都只是不清醒的在欺骗自己。坚持所做的决定是为了对方好，其实是在骗自己不会后悔。坚持凡事都要追求一百分才是成功，其实是在骗自己活在别人的评价下。我从这些坚持里醒来了吗？唤醒我的也许是一个不可能的奇迹。而让我真正清醒的，却是你坚持切进我的禁区的那一秒。你的坚持就是我唤醒自己的勇气。

这个世界很大很大，但是也可以只有两个人。两个人的世界可以比外面的世界温暖。因为拥抱会让温度互相传递。两个人的世界可以比外面容易快乐。因为快乐只需要对方的一个笑容。两个人的世界可以比外面的世界安静。因为你只听得到对方的声音。你让我好幸福。但是无论再幸福，我们却依然活在这个现实的世界里。当两个人的手紧握在一起，你跟我就会开始相通。你一字一句的受到责备就是我在受到责备。你的无所畏惧就是我的无所畏惧。你生命里可能的遗憾就是我害怕的遗憾。原来你跟我两个人其实就是一个人。你当初为了我面临的无助跟选择也是现在我所面临的无助。

如果真的让真爱跑了，我的心从今以后不会再跳，汗水不再有热情，吃饭不会有味道，一直到我死的那一天为止，我都会后悔。


这些感受，我都曾经深深体会过。我对你的感觉就在这里画下了句号了。或许你真的不是我在寻找的真爱。但是我真的没有后悔，因为我知道我曾经试着敲开你的心门，把那住在里面很久的她搬出来。我也终于知道我比不过她。


haha.. very sad rite?? haha. just some inside feelings for now.. haha.. all the above are from 斗牛，要不要. not that i want to copy la. haha.. but is just wanna share.. :)

one movie to introduce.. :)


MESSAGE IN A BOTTLE is a from a novel by NICHOLAS SPARKS.. the story is tragic.. but is very beautiful.. is about how ones life can be complete when the right person turns up in front of you..


but unfortunately.. the show is not really as good as the book itself.. i think is the words that NICHOLAS SPARKS uses that really triggers the heart of ours.. :)
you guys out there might want to try out some other books by him..
THE NOTEBOOK, A WALK TO REMEMBER.. they are all very nice stories to have.. :)

saw jasper blog then he tagged mi to do these quizzes.. haha.. so please do it if u see ur name okay?? haha..


QUIZ #1:

A. List 7 habits/ quirks/ facts about yourself.

- I burp put loudly without covering my mouth.. :)
- I love to act cute in front of my friends.. hahahaha!
- I love to sing.
- Music is my life!!
- I needs to play my mp3 in the bathroom when i bathe.
- Just fell in love with drinking..
- Clubster for now!! :)

B. Tag 7 people to do the same.

Angela
Shaowei
Weiling
Davin
Michelle
Lizhen
Favian

C. Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it".

QUIZ #2:

01.If you had a chance to go out with the person you like and your favourite celebrity for the whole day(separately), what would you do?

- Person I like, bring him to my special places..
- Celebrity, bring him to clubbing.. hahaha!

02.How do you feel now ?

- A little bored.. :)

03.If you can fulfil one wish , what would it be ?

- Be just a simple person, dont have to think or worry about anything..

04.Who are you thankful to ?

- my mom, friends, ppl in church, pastor ADAM!

05. Important wishes for now ?

- get a bike licence.
- then get a bike.
- get a sugardaddy. haha.. Just kidding la..
- have a job when i school starts.

06.If you can turn something in the past back , what would it be ?

- just for one particular event that i dont wish to say out here.. :)

07.What are your main priorities now ?

- my studies, friends.

08.What makes you happy?

- everything nice, friends, listening to music?? hahaa..

09.What do you wanna change in you ?

- my hair? if not then maybe my SIZE!! haha.. Skinnier!! haha..

10. What song can represent your feelings now..?

- ALL OF YOURS!! 旧梦!! 恋上另一个人!!

11.What type of person you hate most?

- BASTARDS!!

12. Are there anything you wish to confess now?

- My hopes for HIM!! :)

13. What is your definition of a dream house ?

- a house with 落地窗.. haha.. didnt know what the english word for that..

14. Who will you go to when you are feeling low one day ?

- my friends!!

15.What you hope to achieve?

- I want to do some productions.. maybe some stage manager or something..

16. What age do you wish to marry ?

- maybe 25 and above.

17.What do you regret most in your life ?

- there are many things i think i shouldnt have done them.

18.Who made you angry for the passed few days?

- no one!! haha..

19. If you have a chance to confess to the person you like without giving ur name what will you confess..?

- i will ask him whether did he ever feel anything towards mi??

20*. What happens when you suddenly left this earth and you came back in spirit, who will you go to first?

- the one i once cared for and loved deeply..


Instructions : Remove 1 question from above , and add in your personal question , Make it a total of 20 questions , then tag 8 people in your list ,list them out at the end of this post . Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged .Whoever has the tag will have blessings from all..

Angela
Shaowei
Weiling
Davin
Michelle
Lizhen
Favian
Melisa

it was such fun and scandalous day man.. haha.. everything was with evidence.. haha..


and huiyang is getting more and more sick.. haha.. with all the plot to video a story with jasper.. and the characters are all my stuff toys.. haha..

haha.. too bad the video couldnt upload but just wait for it in youtube man.. haha..

went to BUTTER FACTORY and it was quite happening.. haha.. can go again de.. haha..

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