yesterday was the start of my job.. everything was not what i expected.. it is really very boring just standing around and sitting behind the cashier.. in another way, it was a very easy job.. haha.. this company has a total of 4 different shops.. BRASSE, SUMMER LILY, CLOSET and CHICK OUT.. haha.. but i only went to BRASSE and SUMMER LILY..

the stuffs are really like expensive till u can die ah.. haha.. in BRASSE, they only sell suitwear.. so mostly those office women, aunties will come to patronise.. and in KALLANG, there is not much of these ppl around.. and therefore, i was basically just standing by the door, sitting behind the cashier, listening to the radio, playing with the calculator, pranking xuehui ge with the office phone and passing time just like that.. haha.. IT IS SO BORING.. but then it is good morning.. but the manager, JUNE, wants to teach mi how to serve and wanted mi to learn beside her, i was being taken to SUMMER LILY.. :(

sales at SUMMER LILY always hit the highest, thats what they always say.. and JUNE also say that wherever she is, the sales follows her.. but that was very true.. when i was there, the ppl are just coming in and buying things.. i closed a few sales myself.. haha.. finally.. haha.. but then still i m not allowed to touch the cashier.. boon kor came for interview and he had got in le.. so can go lunch together sometime.. haha.. just waiting for jasper to finish his project then see whether he want to work anot.. haha.. like that all of us can just get even with AARON!! hahaha..

i have been thinking about keeping myself busy for these few weeks.. will be having term test next week.. going to study.. just wanted to stop thinking of u for just awhile..

it is not that i want to be sad.. u made mi become like this.. i m sorry..

i m very devastated by what u have done to mi.. i m very heartbroken now.. my heart is bleeding, soaking with all the sadness that u have caused mi..

i was still thinking this morning that i wanted to trust u when u said 'yes'.. but now i m thinking.. what for?? things have been bad..


to yokie: sorry for these things.. promised that there will be no more sadness.. but i cant help but cry now..

就突然很想用华文来写这篇文章。这几天的事情我真的是受够了。我已经几乎快要崩溃了。

我知道我之前做出的决定伤害了一个人。其实我也不知道我到底要的事什么。再这漫长的生命之旅，人们往往都会做出很多愚蠢的决定。我这次所做的决定应该也算是一个非常愚蠢的决定。

我的生命现在又陷入了混乱当中。我伤害了一个人，而现在我好像正被另一个人伤害着。这算什么，我到底算是什么！你从没跟我说过你喜欢我，我们也从没多说过几句话。你的事我其实一点也不了解。我不问，你也不说。那这又算什么？我们之间能不能像其他的情人一样？

你是不是真的喜欢我？还是只是把我当成是你其中的一位“女”朋友？我很想把我的全心放入这段感情中，你呢？

i really didnt expect these things to happen.. i m sorry..

was searching the web for all the songs that were inside moulin rouge and there is this song, Elephant Love Medley, is a mixture of many songs in fact and it was beautifully sung.. so i decided to find the individual songs and listen to them as their own.. then to my disappointment.. these songs are actually very old in time and the original singers are like buang!! haha..

there is this part in the song that sings : i was made for loving you baby u were made for loving mi... and the original singer for this song is call KISS and is a boy rock band.. hmm.. cannot say that they are boys but men.. haha.. and is a total cannot make it song when is sung in the old way!! haha.. another one is : we can be heroes, forever and ever.. the original version of it was like totally not what it is played in moulin rouge!! haha.. totally cannot make out what the original singer is trying to sing anyway.. the last one is my favourite!! Love lifts up where we belong. where eagles fly on a mountain high... it is call : up where we belong.. this one is more like it.. the mtv was great also.. it is an old movie theme song.. and that is the only one that i can relate to the newer version.. haha..

was bored and that is why i m doing all these stupid things!! haha.. wanted to continue my post on the damn long sadness one!! haha.. not wanting to get any attention or anything but then just wanna say that everything that i have written is for YOU!! haha.. but i m not going to reveal the name!! hehe.. some may know about it ba! cause i said i didnt know how to start my move so i was actually waiting for the right time or waiting for things to get clearer for mi before i made it clear.. but what i m wishing for is that u can come back to mi.. that is really a wish deep down in my heart..........

不见了！不见了！不见了！什么东西都不见了！所有的，我曾拥有的都不见了！！全部都不见了！

i didnt know what had got into mi these days.. suddenly the sadness caught mi.. these days, i was thinking alot about someone.. everytime i about that someone, the next thing that i knew was that i was crying.. i dont know what to do.. i didnt know how to!! please help stop these tears!!

i seriously have no idea what m i to do now.. ppl tell mi to face it, try it again but i really dont know how.. everytime i see that person smile, i m happy.. but when it not because of mi, i start thinking to myself why m i not the one..! i m starting to lose my place.. yesterday, i wanted to give up on everything.. as long as that person is happy then it is okay for mi.. but i cried myself to sleep in the end.. how silly can i be??

everything i had done was not i wanted it to lead to this situation now.. can it be called regrets?? maybe.. i really do regret doing so many things..

come what may
come what may
i will love you
until the end of time..

haha.. nothing much to post and today is Vesak Day and so is damn boring at home.. didnt want to do my projects.. haha.. so just wanna share some songs.. :)

伍家辉-虽然我愿意

请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃 虽然我愿意
就算我们之间有什么问题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂 虽然我愿意

再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否这我怎么肯放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择

心还想着你
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Your Song - Ewan McGregor

My gift is my song
And this one's for you
And you can tell everybody
That this is your song
It maybe quite simple
But now that it's done
Hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world

Sat on the roof
And I kicked off the moss
Well some of the verses well
They got me quite cross
But the sun's been kind
While I wrote this song
It's for people like you that
Keep it turned on

So excuse me for forgetting
But these things I do
You see I've forgotten
If they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is well I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

And you can tell everybody
This is your song
It may be quite simple
But now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world

I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Come What May - Ewan Mcgregor + Nicole Kidman

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything

Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you

And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

Oh, come what may, come what may
I will love you, I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

wow.. these few days r like so very busy and madness.. haha.. firstly, 2 days ago.. my lesson starts in the afternoon, so i was at home till very late.. zhiqian came and tell mi to skip my school for the whole day but never tell mi why lor.. haha.. asked him on msn then never reply mi.. so i dont care him la.. haha.. then he blame mi say never msg him instead sia.. haha.. but whatever, i have to go school cause i got quiz.. haha.. anyhow do de la.. haha.. and then after school then went to find qian and weng.. haha.. a bit weird to find them together but anyway, yupp.. at first meet them at bugis de.. then in the mean while, met melisa at school then went down to bugis together.. had a very long talk.. haha.. never had such long talks with her le.. haha.. love it!! haha.. but then in the end, when we were on the bus le then qian they all say meet at city hall.. is like what the hell!! haha.. so had to go take train to meet them lor..

meet them liao then went to have dinner then waited for boon kor to come over to find us.. haha.. then the thing is that i was wearing skirt that day and i had to go up onto boon kor bike!! haha.. first time sia.. a bit uncomfortable la.. but then yupp.. cause we were going to paragon to find pearlyn and kaixin.. so unless i wanna go find them myself lor.. haha.. so when we arrive at paragon, pearlyn said then kaixin went home le!! haha.. then nothing to do le.. went to starbucks to slack.. drink drink talk talk play play.. haha.. mostly is crapping la.. haha.. so when it is time to go home, went to take bus with qian while the other 2 guys went back by themselves..

for that day, my phone was spoilt.. haha.. screen kept going blank and i cannot see anything at all.. but by the time i was going home, everything in my phone was like appearing backwards.. words were like starting for the right.. haha.. took mi very long to figure out what weiling ad xuehui ge is typing lor.. haha.. and i finally cannot take it anymore, i restart my phone and all i see is black color.. :(

so yupps i can confirm my phone is spoilt.. had to change to a old phone lor.. and i took the wrong one.. i took the one that is not able to make phone calls out.. haha.. then now for yesterday.. it was CCN day in school.. haha.. then xuehui ge wanted to enrol in my school so had him come during the afternoon when i finish school.. then went to see whether can register anot lor.. after that wanted him to walk with mi around the CCN fair.. haha.. was a little boring and i cannot find my CHEESECAKE BROWNIE!! :( so we walked ten went to breadboard to eat then show him that our school is connected to bedok reservoir.. haha.. he was fascinated.. then brought him to see those scary places in school.. haha.. then brought him opposite school to drink bubble tea and he ordered something that he dont like to drink.. STUPID!! haha.. then drink finish le he accompany mi take train back to bedok while i go back home.. haha.. it was very tiring for mi lor.. haha..

when i reached home, i had to pack my stuffs to prepare to go to michelle house le.. had a overnight shooting there.. it was very tiring cause had to prepare this and that then plus i had morning classes then had to shoot till like 11 plus 12.. but it was very fun with jasper and ashton with us.. everyone was like laughing at them.. haha.. so we finished everything about 12 plus and some of the crew went to sleep while mi jasper and ashton went back to crescent to eat supper.. and we were all very tired le.. was like walking and sleeping at the same time.. michelle room was very cold.. legs are like frozen to stone.. haha.. so now i had to continue with this scene now..

back to shooting!!

sorry for not updating..!! haha.. cause i m just waiting for this time.. hehe.. finally done whatever i have decided to do le.. SEE THIS!!

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